It's good to be awaken.

Frequently your heart rules your head and makes irrational decisions that usually comes back to haunt you. Even though the rational part of you, your brain, says you shouldn’t do something, the heart will accede and over rule what is best for you. Hence I guess it’s only right the heart is the one that gets hurt the most since it makes the dumbest call. Most of the time, the sentimental bit in you thinks there’s always a possibility of things working out between yourself and your other half when it didn’t go right the first time round. Especially when things are seemingly improving and the thought arises that maybe it didn’t get off the right footing the first time round. This is the heart talking here. The head will go ‘dude, if it didn’t work out the first time, it’s probably right.’ The heart will go ‘but she’s putting in more effort then ever before, more attention then ever, maybe she has decided that you are what she really miss.’ ‘I say give it another chance, you deserve it.’

This is the time when the hurt gets even more painful when you realized that the leopard never really changes its spots. It gets worse when you find out that all you believe in her are just lies that she pans out frequently to mask what she really is thinking and doing while you are unaware. Least she thinks you are. So I say, the lies you discover the second time around are the best because they finally awaken in you that your heart was the fool and the head is always right. They clear up all the mist that is preventing you from thinking clearly and while the heart has to smart from its second attack, time will eventually heal all pain.

It’s good to be awaken.